farewell

it's 10 days after grandma's gone.
sometime,I still can't believe that she was gone forever.
everyday after her coming from the hospital,me and my mom should clean for her every morning. and now I don't do anything every morning.

I kinda a bit lonely. lol.

Even though I didn't look sad at grandma's funeral,but actually I was sad. I can't fulfil my promise to her. I can't hear her voice that called my name again.
if I think about it ,sometime I become "ah,why did I never hear her call properly?" or something.
I can't looked sad just because I don't want my family became more sad. I knew they were sad,so I just tried to looked better so we can be stronger.

but,now she has gone. and I just can keep moving. I can't just stay and do nothing. I'm sure grandma doesn't want me to be like this too.
So, good bye grandma. let's meet again someday in Heaven. And please tell Jesus that I really looove Him.

P.s. I will always love you and remember you no matter what. don't worry. lol