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farewell

Mar. 10th, 2012 07:25 pm
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it's 10 days after grandma's gone.
sometime,I still can't believe that she was gone forever.
everyday after her coming from the hospital,me and my mom should clean for her every morning. and now I don't do anything every morning.

I kinda a bit lonely. lol.

Even though I didn't look sad at grandma's funeral,but actually I was sad. I can't fulfil my promise to her. I can't hear her voice that called my name again.
if I think about it ,sometime I become "ah,why did I never hear her call properly?" or something.
I can't looked sad just because I don't want my family became more sad. I knew they were sad,so I just tried to looked better so we can be stronger.

but,now she has gone. and I just can keep moving. I can't just stay and do nothing. I'm sure grandma doesn't want me to be like this too.
So, good bye grandma. let's meet again someday in Heaven. And please tell Jesus that I really looove Him.

P.s. I will always love you and remember you no matter what. don't worry. lol
flocentury: (Default)
actually i really wanna say that today is my super bad day!!
why?
1st, i felt reaaaly ashamed in front of my friends and my teacher. i can't speak normally when i wanna asked a question. that made people didn't understand it. okay,lemme start it from the beginning. today is the presentation day. and me who hasn't answer a question or asked a question must be asking for question today. after the presentation,i wanna ask a question, but when i think about it, my question is quite silly, so i changed my mind. then my friend told me,"just ask this question," and she gimme the information bout the question. and when the time for asking coming, i couldn't speak properly until then i put my mic and said to my teacher,"sorry,i can't ask again," and she was quite angry with me i thouhgt.
2nd, after school, i went to hospital where my grandma hospitalized. when i was in parking lot, i put my motorbike li'l bit unfit so i collided against the other motorbike on mine side. it fell down. i became so worried. but thanks, there was a man who helped me.
3rd, my grandma's condition is unstable again. she had a bout again,so.. yep.. okay, i can't tell anymore about this. but,hey, her condition isn't that bad. when we did CT-Scan for her, the result is, "Nothing Happen". i mean, she's allright. so, i wonder why she had an unstable condition again.

alright, alright..
1st of all, when i wanna write all my feelings here, i want to sighing and do something like that, but actually after i write them here, i felt like i'm really thankful for everyhting. y'know, like my friends who keep cheering me up and help me with the question, the man who helped me with the fallen motorcycle, and nothing happen (medically) with my grandma.. that's all gifts right? gees,and why did i feel sad and disatisfied before?
God, i'm so sorry. and i'm really thankful for all your goodness to me and my familu. I love YOU.:)

My Family

Nov. 26th, 2010 10:41 pm
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Aaargh!!!
because of i opened my cousin's fb account, i became really miss her!! and, i really wanna meet my sweet cutie pie.. my nephew..
yaa.. he's so cute.. he's 15 months y.o.
everybody almost faint with his cuteness..
but, i've never met him before..
because of he is living in Canada, and i am in Indonesia.. That's almost impossible for us to meet, right? but, i'm really happy too, because i've known that my sister still remember me (we've never met again for years) and she still remember Indonesian language.. that's so impress me.. =)

aah.. i'm really miss my cousins.. actually, all my family..
i can't meet them like i want.
why?
i've told you before that my sister is in Canada. so, what it means?
that means that all my cousins far from me. but, i was really happy when i can meet almost all of my cousins (both from my mom and dad) this year. my auntie in Canada come with my brother in USA. and last October all of my dad's family gathered together because of my cousin's marriage. that's more than enough.
but, actually i really want to meet 1 of my brother that i've never meet before. he lived in Canada until now and he has never go to Indonesia again.

anyway, family's bond is strong, huh? even we're apart. even we're just a cousin, even we're really rare to gather, but we still have a bond in our heart. and, i really hope that this bond will always be on my heart.

i love you all my sisters and brothers.. God bless you all..
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