Brand New Day Brand New Life

actually i really wanna say that today is my super bad day!!
why?
1st, i felt reaaaly ashamed in front of my friends and my teacher. i can't speak normally when i wanna asked a question. that made people didn't understand it. okay,lemme start it from the beginning. today is the presentation day. and me who hasn't answer a question or asked a question must be asking for question today. after the presentation,i wanna ask a question, but when i think about it, my question is quite silly, so i changed my mind. then my friend told me,"just ask this question," and she gimme the information bout the question. and when the time for asking coming, i couldn't speak properly until then i put my mic and said to my teacher,"sorry,i can't ask again," and she was quite angry with me i thouhgt.
2nd, after school, i went to hospital where my grandma hospitalized. when i was in parking lot, i put my motorbike li'l bit unfit so i collided against the other motorbike on mine side. it fell down. i became so worried. but thanks, there was a man who helped me.
3rd, my grandma's condition is unstable again. she had a bout again,so.. yep.. okay, i can't tell anymore about this. but,hey, her condition isn't that bad. when we did CT-Scan for her, the result is, "Nothing Happen". i mean, she's allright. so, i wonder why she had an unstable condition again.

alright, alright..
1st of all, when i wanna write all my feelings here, i want to sighing and do something like that, but actually after i write them here, i felt like i'm really thankful for everyhting. y'know, like my friends who keep cheering me up and help me with the question, the man who helped me with the fallen motorcycle, and nothing happen (medically) with my grandma.. that's all gifts right? gees,and why did i feel sad and disatisfied before?
God, i'm so sorry. and i'm really thankful for all your goodness to me and my familu. I love YOU.:)