Brand New Day Brand New Life

Hey there.
It's been a loooooooong time since i put something here. lol

Recently i got addicted to this -not so little anymore- guy named Kyomoto Taiga. Anyone know him? No, it's okay. haha. Taiga is a member of Johnny's Jr. group named SixTones (along with Jesse, Morimoto Shintaro, Tanaka Juri, Matsumura Hokuto and Kouchi Yugo). He's so cute yet handsome and pretty at the same time, and moreover he's good at singing and dancing as well (ofc not as good as my V6 for sure, they're still the best).

Anyway, Taiga is not the main reason why i write this post though. lol

Just look at the title, thinking of the future. Yes, i do think about my future. Who will i be, what will i do, how will i do in the future, where will i live as well and so many more. Honestly, until now i still don't really know what will i do and what should i do with my life. Some question like "who will i be" sometimes also knock on my head as well. Actually, i want to study more, i don't really care if it'll be master degree or even a diploma. But the main question is "What subject will i take" and the next question is "What should i do after that". Studying is not an easy thing like choosing the food you want then just eat it or something. No, definitely different.
I'm sure that i was wrote here before that i want to take nutrition or design as my next major. Yes, i do. But lemme think again, to take nutrition (as a master degree) i don't think i have enough credit to be an eligible student. And to take design, it's a completely different subject than thing that i studied for 4 years and 11 months before, which is public health (majoring in health promotion). Well, i think i should make a big thinking session again before i sum things up and make my choice.

I don't know for now but i think it's better for me to do my job properly and also make some living properly so i can do many things in the future (you know, like travelling around my dear country and also around the world, go to V6 concert someday, watching badminton match live and make my own cafe, etc etc.). Haha..

I guess i need to stop this before i turn this post into a gloomy or too-long-to-read-so-i-don't-even-understand-what-you-wrote post.
Have a good time, see you later.
God bless.

F

Holla! it's been half a year since my last post here..:D
today, i went with my uni friends.
since i thought that this is the last time we can go together as a complete classmate, then i asked permission from my boss.
but well, we still can't be complete, eh? hahaha.. but that's okay!
i can say, 80% of our class came today. and i was reaaaaally happy for met them.
well, some of my friends will be graduate this August.
yes, and after the graduation, we maybe can't meet each other again..
some of them will be back to their hometown.. some of them will seeking for job.. some of them will get married.. but any of them that will study again, mastering public health here..

and, i kind of sad..
"finally this day will happen", i think..
since the beginning of my uni life, i always thought, "should it be normal if we can't meet each other anymore? i mean, we came from sooo many different places, and ofc we will back to our place again". but i guess it way worse that that.

graduation means separation.
but, actually in a good way.
i mean, who don't want to get graduated? hello~
haha..

well, i need to get a grip of myself.
and i need to finish my thesis as soon as possible.
i need to graduate soon.
chase for my friends' path..

i want to work too.. (even though i have now but it's a little bit different. i want the real work)
i want to continue my study too.. (even though maybe i won't take PH as my subject.. well, i'm still thinking, should i take design subject? or nutrition?)

i would like to enter the adult world too.. hahaha
i sounds like a little kiddo, eh?

okay, need to get rest. my friend have her proposal session tomorrow morning, and i want to join her..
see ya.


p.s. again, congratulation my dear PKIP2012 friends! you're doing a great job!! i need to catch up soon.. lol
God bless you guys, Dara, Anik, Aulia, Mytha, Ruth, Putri, Yayuk, mbak Heni, Riris, Adhin, Dea.. i love you guys!!


God bless us

Flo

I'm alone. Well, not really alone for sure..
I mean, all my sis and bro are going to Bandungan. They're going for retreat with the youth comm of church.
wew..

Guys, you know, i have something to say..
Well, i'm not trying to too proud with myself or else.. no..
But, well, let's the story start..
Last week, one of my lecture asked me to translate some article. I just said yes.Of course, if i can help him, i'll help him. right?
And this week, he asked me to do some translation too.
And today, he said that he will pay for what i've done.
Wow. It's just, Wow.
I mean, actually, i'm not really confidence with my english. really.
even though my friends said that it's good, but i don't think so.
hahaha..
i just... don't know how to think and say..
Yeah, maybe, thanks a lot God, and thanks a lot sir..
Actually you don't need to do this, but well..
aww, i'm getting nervous by myself.. hahaha.. so silly..

Well, i guess i need to go now. there's school task that i need to do..
jya

God bless us. ^^

It's been a super while!!!
hehe
Hi, all? What's up??
For me, i'm being soooo fine but so busy too this days.

But, i wanna say something here, since i haven't post anything yet for long time.
You know guys, i lost my friend again. I mean, she didn't go forever, but, she went to another city, for work. She and me are good friends. We have been together since i moved to this city. She is 2 years older than me but we are close. And, last wednesday, she went to Jakarta for work.
I do understand that she will working for her family, have the increase of life quality, etc. I do understand about it. But, i just can't stand it. I mean, this is too fast. We can't meet each other anymore (except she come home or me go to Jakarta). Actually that made me a little bit sad.
Well, but i need to support her no matter what. She said this when i congrats her for her graduation at April,that means, Actually that time, i didn't know anything about her move and her plan of work, so i totally surprised when she said to me that she will move to Jakarta for work.
and she said this too when she farewell to us,
aaaa.... I'm getting miss her so sudden.. She even just moved for 2 days!!
Nani, i'll miss you.. And i'll do my promise to you.. I'll graduate next year!! I'll do my best and if i can, i'll go to your place too. lol
just wait for me,okay? lol

Anyway, thanks for always care for me, always give your advices to me, and for always being a good friend of me. I love you, my friend...
God,please bless her, and keep her safe.

Your friend,

Feby

Hi my lonely journal!!
Im totally miss to write something on you again..
lol
It's been a while since i post something,right?

okay, how should we start again?
hmm...
Ah, did everybody already know?
Shiritsu Bakalea Gakuen (or anything, since i didn't remember the title,lol)!! Now it totally engrossed with it,y'all know? haha
It's a dorama about the mix up 2 school (Bakada and Catalea) which are have soooo different quality. Bakadas are bad boys, really love to fight and stuff (and, it's a boys school). And Cataleas are polite, have manners, and all girls. It's really hard for them to being mixed up together. And since now (now is the 5th episode), they still can't going well each other.
Actually, i don't like the Cataleas, since i think they're so selfish (it's my opinion guys. don't judge them until you watch it too!) by change the name of Bakada to Catalea (since its building was Bakada's), and i just don't like the way they talk, walk, etc. It seems so ... what to say? ... umm.. weird? Ah, but it's since i'm kinda boyish, so i think i just can't like it. lol. just WATCH IT guys!
And, should i say why did i watch it?
is it because the storyline? the Johnny's Jrs? the AKB girls as Catalea? 
I don't think so... lol

the most right answer is.. because of it is Jesse Lewis' 1st drama.
haha..
and, what's a coincidence, the Johnny's Jrs are my favourite Juniors (except Shintaro and Hokuto.. WAIT!! Since i watch this, Hokuto's image in mine getting better, so,let's count Hokuto in. LOL)!!
And, i love that Yugo and Jesse will be a combi here. They're so awesome here! lol (quote Jesse's line in 1st episode)
and not to forget, TANAKA JURI!!!!! I'm totally miss this kid since he was put with Shintaro and not with the other HipHop JUMP members.. Juri is soooo cute here! i love his stupidity here. lol Juri is totally charming with his role here..
And, ofc, Taiga Kyomoto. it's his 1st dorama too.. But, sasuga, he's doing great! i love Maaya's character (Taiga's role).

Anyway, please give Makoto (Yugo) and Yuuki (Jesse) more role~! I want to see them more..
But,please, don't put this guys into a love story (okay, you can do anything with Shintaro, since i have no concern with him. Wait!! With whom i was talking?? lol)... This guys are too young to get a love story. lol. what a biased fangirl.
And, once again, please please please please to Johnny-san, don't disband HipHop JUMP!!! They even can be debuted of you want to!! And please re-group Taiga with Yasui Kentaro, Anderson Casey, Masuda Ryo, Takada Sho, and Kawashima Noeru. I miss them being together again.. The last but not least, i want NOON BOYZ to debut.... Johnny-san already know,right? They're talented.. lol. okay, i'll stop here. i think i became wild again. lol

Ah, since it was sooo late already, i'll end it here.
I gotta sleep now.
See ya again.
God bless us

I wanna stop this.
really.
I can't hold it anymore.
Should i stop it? or still go through it?
I've try to hold on for 3 years, but now i can't hold any longer.
Gosh!!!!
I can't try to like it anymore.
honestly, i don't like it from the beginning.
But i tried to hold on and like you.
But now is different.
but one thing that still on my mind,
If i stop here, will it be okay? How do i live then? is title that important?
gosh!! i can't think anymore.
gotta prepare for school again now.
bye.
have a nice day.
God bless us

ah, I forgot to say this,
I finally have my own Q.E.D! yay!
finally..
I always want this since long time ago ..
see?
my first one is number 38. ah, I'm so late,huh ? but I always read this comic since the first number.
ah,now i just need to wait my "Kisah Hidup Paman Gober".
can't wait till it come! lol

 

God bless us.

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Today, my exam is over. O.V.E.R. OVER!!!!
Yatta!!!
How happy i am.
and,thank God i can answer the test *maybe* smoothly.

But, you know, when i going to left my campus after test, suddenly i recognize one thing.
Today is our class' last day for being together.

oh,no.
suddenly, i became a bit sad.
i know, i supposed not to be sad.
the 6th semester is our new way to reach our own future.
but, suddenly that kind of feeling touched me.
i dunno why, but i felt kind of さびしい. i really dunno why.
and i felt a bit guilty, because i remembered that i didn't do much for my class.
i even thought, "will i be remembered by them some years later?"
lol
i know, i'm not a stick out student, neither a good friend.
i have so much trouble since i entered university, so i became different from who i used to be.
so, maybe i'll say it here,
"Sorry,guys, for always troubling you. And, thanks for always be a good friends for me for this 2,5 years"

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okay, i better stop it here, i dunno why, but my feeling getting worse and worse (again) now.
aaa.... >x<
okay, i can't write anything again.

Gut nacht.
God bless us