Brand New Day Brand New Life

actually i really wanna say that today is my super bad day!!
why?
1st, i felt reaaaly ashamed in front of my friends and my teacher. i can't speak normally when i wanna asked a question. that made people didn't understand it. okay,lemme start it from the beginning. today is the presentation day. and me who hasn't answer a question or asked a question must be asking for question today. after the presentation,i wanna ask a question, but when i think about it, my question is quite silly, so i changed my mind. then my friend told me,"just ask this question," and she gimme the information bout the question. and when the time for asking coming, i couldn't speak properly until then i put my mic and said to my teacher,"sorry,i can't ask again," and she was quite angry with me i thouhgt.
2nd, after school, i went to hospital where my grandma hospitalized. when i was in parking lot, i put my motorbike li'l bit unfit so i collided against the other motorbike on mine side. it fell down. i became so worried. but thanks, there was a man who helped me.
3rd, my grandma's condition is unstable again. she had a bout again,so.. yep.. okay, i can't tell anymore about this. but,hey, her condition isn't that bad. when we did CT-Scan for her, the result is, "Nothing Happen". i mean, she's allright. so, i wonder why she had an unstable condition again.

alright, alright..
1st of all, when i wanna write all my feelings here, i want to sighing and do something like that, but actually after i write them here, i felt like i'm really thankful for everyhting. y'know, like my friends who keep cheering me up and help me with the question, the man who helped me with the fallen motorcycle, and nothing happen (medically) with my grandma.. that's all gifts right? gees,and why did i feel sad and disatisfied before?
God, i'm so sorry. and i'm really thankful for all your goodness to me and my familu. I love YOU.:)

I don't know why but today,for myself of course- full with 3 L.
             1st L  =  LESSONS
Today was sooo much lessons that must i take,but there's nothing to explain, so i'll continue to the next L
  
             2nd L  =  LOVE
My friends were fell in love.. i don't know if love can be like virusses? they spread so fast so you can't know yourself again.. And.. maybe i'm fall in love too.. With whom? (i've never think to say it before) He's Junichi Okada.. I don't know why he's so shinning in my eyes for this time.. Oh my.. I won't do it again!! Fall in love with idol,artist,singer,actor, or anything else just will make you can't found your true love!! Because it's just make you dreaming and dreaming of dating with him,or matbe married with him.. It's a impossibel thing!! Oh,my,i must "get my head in myself"

          3rd L  =  L.I.Z.A.R.D
This is the most icky,scariest animal for me..!! Oh,no.. when i'm gonna take a bath,i saw 3 big lizard in my bathroom wall.. I shout so loud and almost jump!! I'm very hate his L.. I have no more exception again now.. I hate you Mr LiZaRd...


Jya,no more lizard again.. i'm gonna sleep.. Oyasumi..